It's hard to put my feelings into words right now. I'm sad. I scared. I'm disappointed.
I called the hospital to check on my embryos and learned that only 3 of the 8 eggs fertilized.
I am thankful for 3...I just keep asking why? What went wrong? I thought for sure we'd have a higher fertilization report. I felt so confident and positive. And now I just feel deflated and depressed.
I know I should be happy that 3 of my eggs were fertilized believe me- I am. I know it only takes one to make a baby. But is it so terrible that I wanted my back up plan? That I wanted a couple of frozen cycles waiting just in case?
We are scheduled for a day 3 day transfer on Sunday at 10:00- please send any prayers/thoughts/wishes for our little embryos to hold on. They will transfer the two strongest and hopefully freeze the third if it meets their criteria.
Please, please, please let them hold on.