Monday, January 3, 2011
Emotional Ups & Downs
I am a 'type A' kind of person- that is no secret. I'm having a really hard time waiting for this process to start and I don't like that there isn't much I can do to make sure it works. Sure, I've read all kinds of websites that tell you to do yoga, get acupuncture, eat only organic foods and full fat dairy...but how do I know any of that will help (and where do I find the extra money to pay for it all)? I was sitting on the couch last night, trying to relax before starting the work week, and my mind was engulfed by all of the what-ifs. I told Steve I felt anxious and nervous and he said, don't worry, everything will be ok. There are numerous times I have been jealous of how relaxed and easy going Steve is and this is definitely one of those times. How does he do that? How does he stay so positive and relaxed when I feel like a crazy person?