Monday, February 28, 2011

Not a lot to say...

I feel like I don't have anything to blog about lately.  There should really be a word for the waiting period between getting your BFP and whatever the point is where you feel like everything is going to be ok.  I've been reading all of your posts and my heart goes out to a few of my bloggie friends who are going through some very rough and emotional stuff right now.  I'm also so happy for a couple of you who have gotten your BFP's after IVF or IUI. 

Yesterday wasn't a great day. I woke up feeling light headed and nauseous and it continued most of the day. I spent the whole day on the couch and I had a couple of crying spells (unrelated to IF). Of course, Steve and my sister N always know what to say to make me feel a little better, thank God for them.

I'm so terrified nervous about Wednesday's ultrasound.  I told Steve this is either going to be the best birthday I've ever had or the worst....  It all seems too good to be true still- when does that feeling turn into acknowledgement that I am really pregnant?

Sorry to be such a downer...here's hoping today is a better day.

15 comments:

  1. Good luck at your ultrasound on Wednesday!!!

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  2. Good luck on Wednesday! *hugs* I hope it'll help you recapture some of the pregnancy-joy. It's hard to be hopeful when our dreams have been shattered so many times before, but do try to enjoy those moments you find.

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  3. Love you sister. Hang in there!

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  4. hang in there! i'll be praying for a great u/s!

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  5. You're allowed to still have downer days-it's all part of the journey! And it must be really hard waiting for that first scan-you're right there should be a term for it,kinda like the 2ww but something else!best of luck for Wednesday!xxx

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  6. Good luck on Wednesday. I'm glad you pipped up, even if you think you have nothing to day. I've been wondering how you were doing. Hope you feel better!

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  7. thinking of you and checking everyday to make sure all is still going well. best of luck on wednesday, try to enjoy the moment and keep hope in your heart. the sun will come out tomorrow :)

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  8. Just think..tomorrow you can say "I'm going to see my baby(ies) tomorrow!" Thinking of you Bridget..and hoping you find peace and calmness in these last few days of anticipation.

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  9. Sending you prayers for Wednesday. FYI-March birthdays are the best-mine's on the 13th!

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  10. I hope this is your BEST bday ever and that the ultrasound helps calm your fears. i can't imagine it will take them away, but seeing that heart beat, I know will melt some of them away; it would me. Heres to be better tomorrow :)

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  11. Not much longer, hang in there! I hope this ultrasound gives you extra reasons to celebrate on your special day!

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  12. Wishing you the best for tomorrow. Hugs

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  13. Best wishes for the ultrasound! I will keep everything crossed that it goes well :D

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  14. just want to let you know that i will be thinking of you tomorrow and sending all the positive thoughts, prayers, and baby dust that i possibly can.

    smile and deep breaths :)

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  15. I think you need to post a simple "I'm ok here" post every once in a while, I was beginning to worry.

    Good luck on your ultrasound, I can't wait to hear the results.

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