I am praying that tomorrow is (one of) the best Valentine's Day Steve and I will have together. Valentine's Day was the first holiday we spent together as a couple and it has always meant a lot to me. This year will be our fourth Valentine's together and I feel as nervous as I did on the first one but for a very different reason. The nervousness this year doesn't come from butterflies in my stomach brought on by a guy I barely knew but from hoping that my second beta brings us good news.
I haven't been able to get completely excited that we are pregnant yet....I would call it cautiously excited. I keep waiting to wake up from this perfect dream. I feel every single twinge in my lower abdomen and I've noticed that I'm constantly flexing my abs for no real reason. I think Steve is sort of in shock too. Every once in awhile we just look at each other and say "I can't believe it". When does it really sink in?
Happy Valentine's Day!