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Hope is back....funny how it sneaks back in when you're least expecting it.

Today I got my second line.  It's faint but it is definitely there.  I woke up at 4am wide awake (my subconscious obviously knew something I didn't know).  I took a test and with my half open, barely focused eyes... I saw the second line.

I crawled back into bed and told Steve- of course he was happy.  We are both happy but guarded. That's just what happens when you've had positive tests before and no baby.  But we are optimistic that this could be it, it could be our turn.  Our number may have finally been called in the baby lottery.

Yesterday I was hopeless.  I was lost and didn't know what to do next. I want to thank all of you for the kind words and encouragement- it means a lot to me.